I am Someone

I am someone
I walked past a dead face
even though the person was alive
I saw my eyes in the mirror
and cried at the sight
I looked at a person I didn't know
and I met a friend
I got heads to turn
when I walked past
I learned a lot about myself
when I lost a new friend
I cried every tear in my body
when I thought about love
I got hit bad
then got back in the ring
I climbed a mountain of rocks
and saw an eagle fly over- head
I heard terrible things about myself
when no one thought I was listening
I realized I was strong
when I didn't cry when it hurt
I found out who I was
when I was with someone else
I thought I was lost forever
when a friend found me
I held a life in my hand
and it was my own
I was a pawn in someone else's game
so I surrendered to a brook
I walked the fine line between surviving
and not wanting to survive
I still am
I am someone

Can't Help But Wait

Time and time again people ask me "who are you jax?" and i say, "I don't know, i can't explain myself in person." but they just think that is a load of crap. I can only be me, and i think my actions speak louder then words, but since people need words to understand me, i guess i will try and explain who jax really is:

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Confident

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Free

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Music

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Football

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Baseball

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Sports

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Sad

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Happy

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Emotional

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Today

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Tomorrow

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am the Future

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Strong

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Weak

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Sexy

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Ugly

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am my mother's Baby

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am my father's little Man

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a Phoenix

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a Lion

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am today's Rain

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am tomorrow's Rainbow

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a cool breeze in the Sky

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a swift current in the Ocean

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a smile on a bad Day

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a frown on a good Night

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am LOUD!!!!!!!

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Quiet (shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am tonight's Moon

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am the morning's Sun

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a Loner

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a social Butterfly

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a lazy Fool

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am a hard Worker

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am the Shit

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Fresh

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am the Best

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Precious

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Unique

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am Something Special

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am complicated to those who can't see

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am unwritten

I can't help but wait for you to see that i am.....ME